From
about 10:30 a.m. until 10:30 p.m. every
day, Elvin Duggan works in water, chest
high. He gets out of the heated water
for about an hour to eat lunch, the same
to eat supper and sometimes to watch a
television program. But, that schedule
is flexible. And his wife, Helen, has
sometimes had to scold Duggan to get out
of the pool late in the night after he’s
been there for more than 17 hours.
He
doesn’t want to leave because after
eight years of being bedridden, and at
the age of 65, he’s finally found a way
to fulfill his life’s dream of writing a
novel.
With a
computer beside and an e-mail machine
floating in the pool he had constructed
in 2001, Duggan now can write
comfortably.
Back
Problems
Suffering
from degenerating disks in his spine
accompanied by arthritic spurs, Duggan’s
back hurts so bad he can’t sit down for
more than five minutes at a time. At
home or an event, he must get up and
walk for about as long as he sits to get
the circulation flowing again. To go
places, he must find somebody to drive
his Oldsmobile while he reclines across
the back seat during travel.
Back
troubles began for this Calhoun County
native in the 1970s in the front yard of
his Jacksonville home. He was running
his own smelting business at the time.
He said
he had a pack of firecrackers in his
hand. After he lit them, the fuse spat
at him.
“So, just
as a reflex action there, I jerked
around to get away from them,” Duggan
said. “And when I did, I twisted my back
very badly and hit the ground. And I
didn’t have any feeling in my back for
many hours after that.”
After a
visit to the hospital, a doctor told
Duggan his bones seemed to be in shape.
But he did strain all the muscles in a
region of his back. About eight years
later, that injury became arthritic.
That discovery was made as Duggan
suffered his first “bout.”
From just
picking up a box that weighed about
three pounds, a pain shot up Duggan’s
spine. For three days he couldn’t stand
up straight and stayed in a constant
bent position.
A doctor
advised him to keep ice packs on his
back, take anti-inflammatory medication,
rest and lie in bed as much as possible.
After a week, he was “as good as ever,”
he said.
A couple
of years later, though, another bout
struck, seemingly without any
provocation. Duggan said he just woke up
one morning with pain in his back and an
inability to walk around or sit up.
He again
was given medication and similar resting
advice from a doctor. This soon became a
pattern.
In the
late ‘80s, bouts occurred more
frequently. Recovery for each would take
four to six days.
As time
progressed, Duggan got out of the
smelting business and attended
Jacksonville State University in 1983
and ‘84 with a double major in
mathematics and English.
He didn’t
graduate JSU because had a family and
had to go back to work.
And while
working in advertising for a radio
station, he had two bouts within a
couple of days of each other. They began
to regularly occur closer and closer
together.
In 1992,
he then had a spell with his back that
never went away.
“And I
suppose it will always be with me,” he
said.
From 1993
to 2001, Duggan was pretty much limited
to lying in bed.
Through
the years, Duggan has had about 14
cortisone injections and two botox
injections for his back problems. And in
2000, he went to Emory University
Hospital in Atlanta for a radio
frequency procedure.
A unique
treatment, the idea was to shoot radio
waves directly on the nerves that were
passing Duggan’s back pain signals to
his brain, he explained.
“They
missed horribly,” he said.
For about
eight months, Duggan’s pain became
worse, then happening in two places
rather than one. However, he emphasized
that Emory gave no promises and he chose
to undergo the procedure even though he
was aware of the risks.
A
Writer’s Dream
Duggan
said he always has been fascinated with
writing. He began to write seriously
when he was in his early 30s. First
dabbling in poetry, he soon began
composing short stories as well.
From
writing continuously since, he estimated
he’s written 500 poems and 25 short
stories.
In 1999,
he sent one of the short stories he
composed in the 1970s to be printed in a
literary periodical out of Saginaw,
Mich., called “Eyes Magazine.”
“And the
first one I sent in to a periodical was
accepted,” Duggan said.
The
editor even sent a letter requesting the
rest of Duggan’s works for him to look
over. But Duggan was focused on writing
a book, and never responded. He also was
trying to figure out a comfortable way
to write a novel.
“To
somebody who’s never tried it, it would
seem to be an easy task to lie back on
your back and hold something up (like) a
clipboard and just write overhead,” he
said. But “in about 10 minutes, your arm
starts going on you, and your neck, and
your shoulder. I started getting
arthritis in my neck and shoulder from
doing that so long.”
He
couldn’t sit long enough to write on a
typewriter or computer and he couldn’t
write standing up. If he stands too long
and a certain pain shoots through his
back, it takes four to six days to
recover.
“Finally,
one day, I just said, ‘Dad-blame this!’
“ Duggan recalled. “And I threw it down,
I said, ‘I’m not going to do this
anymore!’ I told my wife, ‘I’ll be
dog-gone if I’m gonna just grow old and
not ever be able to do anything.’ I
said, ‘I’m going to put a pool back
there.’ “
The idea
of building a room on his house in which
to put a pool was something Duggan said
he had pondered for many years. His
thoughts were that if he kept the
temperature in the mid-90s, the heated
water would stimulate blood flow in his
arthritic joints. And the water’s
buoyancy would lessen his body weight,
allowing easier movements for extended
periods. In the pool, he would then be
able to fulfill his life’s wish without
hurting so much.
He was
right.
Completely written from his pool, Duggan
is now editing more than 100,000 words
that will equal more than 300 pages in a
paperback edition of his debut novel.
Western
inflections
“There’s
something in the West that just flows in
your veins,” Duggan said. “Once it’s
there, it’s there forever.”
Duggan
used to live out West, spent time in his
youth crossing the Sierra Nevada
mountains and rode trains across Montana
and through the deserts. He often would
visit family. When he was 16, he even
ran away from home with a buddy and went
out West, camping in Nevada, Idaho,
Wyoming, New Mexico and Arizona.
“Even
though I’m an Alabamian and I love
Alabama, there is still a part of me
that’s Western,” he said. “There’s
something, to me, poetic about the
Western scene.”
In that
vein, Duggan’s debut book is a Western
called Scarlet in the Sky.
It’s not
solely in that genre, however.
“I’ve
seen enough John Wayne movies in my life
to (ask), ‘How many different ways can
you tell about the outlaws coming and
rustling somebody’s steers?’ “
Therefore, Duggan has mixed an element
of fantasy with traditional Western
inflections for a unique and interesting
approach, he said. The fantasy involves
a character named Callie Farraday, aka
Calico Callie, who can project herself
into an alter ego called the Scarlet
Phantomess. The Phantomess can ride
through the clouds on her horse.
Duggan
said he’s researched the history of the
West back to the days of Spanish
occupation and has read many classic
novels. However, not to be influenced by
popular contemporary styles — “here’s
going to be the shocker” — he has never
read Western novels.
He hasn’t
read Louis L’Amour’s books. He hasn’t
read any Zane Grey.
He simply
doesn’t want to be influenced,
consciously or subconsciously, in
phrasing or presentation. He truly wants
to be original.
“If my
book sells one copy, or it sells a
million copies, I don’t want anybody to
read my book and say, ‘You know what,
that sounds a little like Zane Grey’s
book,’ “ he said.
Duggan
simply was so inspired by the Western
life and scenery that he wants his book
to be a unique presentation of it.
In
another artistic gesture toward the
West, specifically the desert scenes,
Duggan even plans to purchase a couple
of acres in the near future on which to
make a desert scene. He’ll clear the
land, lay down sand and plant desert
flora.
Like a
large painting or huge sculpture, it
will be a piece of art.
“It’s all
about art to me,” he said.
Future
Swims
Duggan
hopes Scarlet in the Sky will be
available for purchase in February. He’s
scouting publishers and contemplating
various avenues.
And
because he’s finally discovered a way
for him to comfortably write, that’s
what he does every day. He’s hoping to
compose one novel per year for the next
15 years.
“And I’ll
move heaven and earth, I guarantee you I
will, to accomplish that,” he said.
He has
ideas now for at least three.
“But, if
the world out there sees fit that I’m
not what they want, then I might alter
my plans some,” he added. “But I’m going
for it.”
Purely
stated, the pool Duggan built has
changed his life. He hopes his books
will do well, but he also hopes he will
be an inspiration to people suffering
from similar ailments.
“I’m
getting a late start, but I don’t feel
that way,” he said. “I feel as good as I
did (in my 20s). Words will not express
what this has done for me.”